Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Who Am I and What Am I Looking For?

Who am I? Some days I look in the mirror and wonder where did that cute girl go. You know the one who was razor thin and looked good in everything. The one who had jet black hair (naturally) and not a gray in sight. Well, she's grown up a bit. I'm no longer razor thin, but give me an hour and I clean up pretty well. The hair's lighter to cover the gray, but with that gray comes loads of hindsight and wisdom.

What am I looking for? I'm looking for a day, one full day, sun up to sundown that is entirely peaceful. I'm looking for a way to make everyone in my house happy and smiling all at the same time. I'm looking for a miracle cure that will make my little furbaby, Shadow, calm and relaxed. I'm looking for the ability to be in more than one place at a time.

I'm so thankful that I serve a Saviour who doesn't care who I am and is the answer to what I'm looking for. More and more every day I become more dependent on Him. More and more every day I sense His spirit and desire to please Him.

So, who am I? I'm a daughter of the King and what am I looking for? My father, bursting through the clouds and calling my name!

1 comment:

Little Penpen said...

Great post! I wonder about that little girl sometimes too, and where did she go? I'm entering into a new season in my life and asking lots of questions too. But in the end (or beginning), when we see Him come back for us, none of this will ever matter anymore.